Sunday, April 15, 2007
many emotions are circulating within me for the past few weeks..
emptiness..
frustration..
tinge of lonliness here and there..
joy...
fun..
anger..
weariness..
suddenly am so sick...upon reflecting at a few particular things..
why are the things appearing like this...
why is this happening..
i dunno the answer..
many whys went thru my head...too many until im so dizzy..and wanted to give up at one point..jus considering.....
hope im not stumbling anyone here but...i just wanna be honest..
happy that i've 2 and a half more months to go at my attachment!!!yay!
i realised that shift work is definitely a no-no for me....
too tiring...dries you off...spiritually...mentally and physically...
too tiring...until that i've been sick for more then a week already...
Singapore....a too fast paced country...
dunno whether would i have the energy to keep up with it...
well...lets wait and see....
&i'ld stand by you}
{12:13 PM,â¥}
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Monday, March 05, 2007
lets make a growth in West thats very daring!
until when ppl see us they will be wow-ed by us!!
be like the waves that u see...have such a calming effect to see yet very dangerous to be in!
God is going to be like the waves..He's gonna guide us thru obstacles..so sail with God..
Jia You!and He is always with us as we're always on Him!
&i'ld stand by you}
{2:12 PM,â¥}
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the Look-Alike!
sheep and her 'pherd!
my first pizza!!
my nephew!!ain he cute!
when he is botak!!
niece and nephew..really photogenic!
the other pair of Look-Alike!
well..my other pairs of Look-Alikes has went to Taiwan..sent them off in the airport on friday...
missing them already even as they always go overseas frequently...what can u say..."parents-not-home sickness"?
many things happening...
restructuring in DI..
next week split shift!!aahh....
sheep's bd tmr!
bought new guitar last fri!accompanied with new amplifier!
(wished stephen was there...haha...as he is the one who always asked to carry my stuff as im always carrying heavy stuff from sch...in the end...stephen told me on sat that he was FREE the whole day on fri!)
making carrot cake later....hahaha
update 'soon'....
missing g........
&i'ld stand by you}
{1:22 PM,â¥}
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
hi!
its good to be back...
many things happened recently..
eg my exam last mon...
haha...
appetizer was the best...
main course...won the hearts of the chefs....recipe?PORT WINE!!!!
so when i got back to work...the first thing i did was to thank my chef who taught me this recipe..haha...but i dun wan to win chefs only!i wanna win souls!
anyways....
a new year...
a new prospective...
a new me
was very renewed during the team rally..
the praise and worship...the dance...the vision...
wow....even thou i had 2 days off...
i still felt tired...but when i start to recall how God touched me during the PnW..
im back on my feet again..haha
received something like a affirmation frm my colleague..
said that becos of tht particular incident happened...i became better...more improved in fact...
im wondering...what thing??
but its confirmed that its me that they are talkin abt me..
cos im the only girl there...and they kept smiling at me when they said that...
at least my efforts are shown..
ha...not to be proud or anything...
but during my work....i really pushed myself very hard...cos my chefs require me to perform to a certain standard...
and sometimes i hit it pretty well....sometimes i jus sucked...
but instead of asking myself to push myself...
i asked God to do the job instead....
haha...
not becos of laziness..
but of wisdom...
work smart...not only hard...
am pretty much tired most of the time now...cos my energy is mostly sucked off at work...
run here run there...
last time i always complain why veron and cynthia walk so fast...
now im telling veron to walk faster instead....get the change?
but dun worry....whenever im with my people...
im not like that...haha...
cos im happy to be with them!cos we are serving God...not people!
God...change me!use me!all this i simply pray...AMEN!
&i'ld stand by you}
{10:26 PM,â¥}
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
am reminded of the GC..
how important to hold on to it..
will hold on to it..
never let go...
cos whatever is God's Will..is mine too...
&i'ld stand by you}
{11:06 PM,â¥}
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the Look-Alike!
my first pizza!!
my nephew!!ain he cute!
when he is botak!!
