Tuesday, December 21, 2004
yeah....one contact confirmed coming for this fri service.......yeah...yeah....yeah...yeah...
yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah...yeah....yeah...yeah...yeah...
yeah...yeah...yeah..........................y am i so happy????????????? haha...
cos this is the first time a contact of mine agreed to come to church....haha....
imagine how excited when she agreed to come leh....ah....but becos of my 6 months parental prosecution that obstructed me from going to church...cos of my n levels...made me an unstablised believer...haha...cos i converted during jan..so its like i've been in church for only 3-4 months before i totally stopped going to church anymore...somemore it's somewhat during my birthday period...so i felt very upset about the whole situation...haha...but i promised them that i will come back straight after my n levels...on which at least i kept my promise to them...i remembered clearly that friday i sat for the last exam...which is fnn...so on sat...i came back...and boy did they get a shock...haha...they thought that i would never come back anymore...but nothing keeps me from God...yeah....but even though some contacts....ok...most contacts couldn't make it cos of personal activites...going out with friends...some even have their own church activities...but at least they know God...haha...but i won't GIVE up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna be a SHEPHERD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so many people challenged me with that...but i am all ready to take it up...actually...before my parental prosecution started...i'm already ready to take up the challenge that my ex shepherd has already set for me...but i couldn't take that up as i'm in a critical situation then...and without a stable shepherd to guide that 'sheep'...that sheep would probably backslide...haha...but i am all ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!am i ready to face friday...but too bad...i can't make it to the thurs service...cos i'm in chalet...but so am i on friday...but i need to take my testimonial from school....so just nice...i can go to church just after that...haha...thank God...if not i wouldn't be able to go...pray that all the unconfirmed friends and contacts are able to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!that would be even better....WE NEED TO BRING PEOPLE TO SALVATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am i looking forward to friday service....but too bad...i can't go to overnight at np hq...ahhhhhh....my parents don't allow........i wanna cryyyyyy....but its ok....just overnighting...overnighting at a chalet is even better....HAHAHAXXXX...praise GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
&i'ld stand by you}
{11:15 PM,â¥}
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