Friday, December 24, 2004
yo..yo..yo..yo..yo..yo..yo..yo..christmas is coming...yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyways....i just attended the christmas service just now...so its pretty late already...considering that after the service..we went up and down to find the rest of the group between cuppage's entrance and mac...after that...we went to mos burger at orchard emerald..then went to hmv to find the rest of the dians....anyways...this is not the important part...the important part is that i met a girl named varon...which is my shepherd's contact...while we are eating at starhub...she and a sister named veron both 'tackled' each other...even my dear veron cannot beat her....that shows how strong or even worse..'venomous' her mouth is...but i really didn't bother about varon then...hahax...as she is not my contact ma...but anyways...i'm the only person who wrote a card to her...so when she got it a few moments to her...she started to open up to me as she told me that not many people sends her things...as she as a person may make people feel like 'repeling' against her...as she admits that she doesn't have a nice personality and even has very short tempers...from there....i've learnt quite a lot from her....as what builds up her strong independant character...her own ideology to life itself...and what shocked me is that even though in primary and secondary school...she doesn't quite believe in christianty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wow...i'm very shocked....then i started sharing my testimony to her...of what the Lord has made me into...and i even said that i regreted not knowing Christ earlier...which was true la...then varon asked me why....and so on and on....what hit me was that she believed that whatever choices that she made in life is 'true'...as in she wouldn't regret a decision that she had made in the past...and she is really...i mean REAllY firm with it....and that she also said that in her past life...she must have did something horrible enough to make her resurrect again to repay of the evil sins that she has done...and that she is now in this world to suffer....i was like saying...'wah lao...what are you talking about????' in my heart...but of course...in that kind of situation...i gotta be calm and handle the situation ma...must act like a counsellor then...but the main problem is that SHE'S A HARD NUT TO CRACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she's quite a problematic kid...has parental problems....she even said that she doesn't have any memories when young...only after primary six then she started having...wah...first time coming across this kind of 'species'...haha...but in all....she has a 'unique' personality...thats what i said to her when she asked me whether do i feel weird while talking to her....hahax...that's the best 'christ-like' answer i can give to her......but she's one with really a 'difficult' personality to deal with...i 'bet'...i don't wanna sin...haha....that the d.ians has never come across this kind of personality yet............this is also the first time i have written so long...haha....
&i'ld stand by you}
{12:34 AM,â¥}
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