Thursday, January 06, 2005
actually i've haven't shared my new year resolution with u guys who are reading my blog....anyways....
1)i wanna be a better christian....yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i really really wanna grow more in the Word and to place more trust and faith in Him.....yeah!!!!!!
2)i wanna be a shepherd soon....as i really really wanna do God's work and also want to see other people's life being impacted...hahax....cos i'm really shocked at what He did in my life....and i can't be selfish mahx....i must share it with other people....hehe...
3)i want my whole family to know the Word....cos i don't want them to have eternal separation from them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everytime i think about this i would feel like tearing up..........but i gotta be strong no matter what happens.........
So these are my top 3 resolutions .........................yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways....on tues....that's the 4th of jan....my mum and i went to my school as my mum wanted to know more whether i should go back to sec 5.............anyways..........we had a long time to discuss with my principal.................over one hour......what do u think....hehex....but in the end.....he said that no matter what.....he still can't force me to come back cos its my choice.....as he said it would be a loss to the school if i didn't continue as he said i am bound to get 5 passes in my o' levels....cos in my n 'level....i've got a 5 in my best three subjects....but i've thought about this for a year.......so i'm pretty firm with it....but the principal said that the place that i wanna go...Shatec....is also a good choice as if i worked hard enough....i can get a good pay...hahax...think about the top chefs in prestigious hotels....like Fullerton...hahax....pay is like 12,000 plus leh....
wah....s 11 sign coming right up......hahax....somemore he said that its not my mum and him that is going to study....it's me....so it's up to me to decide....and he asked me to come back for a few weeks....as after 2 months....its the registration for o levels ma....so by then i'm sure to be going off liao....hahax....but i think its gonna be a decision that i'm not going to regret....even my fnn teacher supported me...its her who said that top chefs earn that much of salary a month....wah....and my mum even chided the principal for being talkative...cos him and teachers telling us students not to come back if we are not gonna work hard ...and that on 30% of the sec 5 s are going to have 5 o level passes....he said i could have been the top 10%....hehex....but i don't care....i'm as stubborn as a bull....yeah baby....hahax....i said this the whole day....my classmates are annoyed already.....hehex....but during assembly yesterday....the principal told the school that one parent...who had 3 children...one girl in the pioneer badge....thats me....another one among us....thats my bro....and another one....my another brother...he not too sure....but he repeated what my mother had said...that the school is being too talkative....hahax...guess what happened.....the whole assembly applauded.......woah man!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahax....not bad...even the principal praised me of being a confident and independant girl...hahax....the way i talk mahx...somemore say that the way i talk is very good....but there needs to be improvement in my chinese....hahax....abit cannot understand when they are talking in chinese as they talk very de chim ah....i don't study chimiology by the way....but anyways....i'm gonna be pretty busy with school now........so probably blog in twice a week....hehex....but i'm still gonna go church.....that've became my first priority.....yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it's gonna be so damn fun.......seeing new visitors coming every week....and having fun together....and best of all....seeing their lives change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
&i'ld stand by you}
{8:42 PM,â¥}
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