Monday, June 13, 2005
what do i wanna say.................hmmm...............................
wwwoooowww!!!!!!!!!!!the camps great baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well....even along the way to malaysia.....something really bad happened to me.............do my lost wallet count???hmm.....lemme think about it in the meantime.....but anyways....what im worried is my ic la....and especially what my parents gotta say as they reprimanded me the night before as im last min looking for my passport.....i cant find it......ohmy!!!so i took a taxi to my dads shop to look for it.....well.....by God's grace....can see that He really wants me to go to camp....i found it...haha....especially its around midnight....and luckily the taxi drivers are friendly....u know....taxi drivers are normally very scary especially durin the night....haha...u know...the rape and kidnapping cases....does it gotta do with my looks!!!??haha....anyways.....the day came for the camp....my mum reprimanded me and said that i better make full use of the camp....cos i cant go to anywhere else after it....i almost broke down.....then on my way to malaysia....my wallet has been kidnapped..haix....what a day.........but anyways.....my mum smsed me at night to ask whether i've reached the hotel....so i told her about the news....its by the encouragement by my sisters around me who told me to do tt....im so afraid at their response...!!so by God's grace...i smsed back with the bad news......and God really helped me alot......cos she showed me concern instead....so i really wanna thank Him who helped me even in my times of needs....and thank God that i told her abt the news...if not....its gotta bother me during the entire camp...hehe........submission to God.....having enlargement of my faith....the fruits of the spirit...all must be grown....cant stay in that shape for long....i wont allow....and im sure my Ah Pa wouldnt allow too.....and of cos ....have humility to serve and honor others before ya self.....these are the areas i've been touched with....and its a deeper level into my faith....and i thank u Lord for everything u have done in my life.....and i really yearn to do more for u in spite of the obstacles im facing...........i know that u are facing it with me always...and You are my provider....Amen....
And when i came back...i was very afraid to face my parents....but instead....they showed me love.....ohmy.....how can i thank You for that.....!!so Use me Lord..!!i've responded to becoming a spiritual leader.....i want to yearn more for growth....i cant stop here....i know i've done many responses to becoming a CL...or even a spiritual leader....this is what God has done for me.....and its my part to do the rest.....it takes 2 hands to clap.......Lord...help me.....Amen....
&i'ld stand by you}
{11:25 PM,â¥}
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