Saturday, September 03, 2005
die
this coming tues and practical exam
EXAM
n its marked by my mr leong....whom is of a higher rank then my present teacher
y?
haha...got degree ma..
anyways....what we gotta cook then?
beef consumme(very difficult to cook actually,must control timing well)
chicken piccatta(chicken marinated wit herbs with cheese n egg on top to fry..yummy)
turned glazed carrots(my turning!!!gotta improve!!)
grilled asparagus(chicken feet...easy peasy)
sauteed broccoli and kailan....
tomato concasse sauce(mamma mia babe!)
these are the few dishes that we gotta do on that day....
hmm....pretty worried la....
today actually u can choose on whether u wan to go sch or nt...can choose la...but hai....did everything jus in time only....must plan more....planning is very very impt...haha...tts what i've learnt...
pretty tired.....on the inside....is tis a test frm God?
serving's difficult..sometimes i admire my frens freedom..
its not tt i dun have...
its that all of my days r already 'booked' with something on hand...and would always go home late...
so seeing me at home early without 'anything' to do is a time for me to replenish myself...hehe...
but will obstruct this thought with God....
wats the use of doing all these....
why waste money for transport...
y make ya parents worry...
it all comes down to one thing...
im doing all tis for God...
matt 6:33
samuel even rebuked me about this before....
he told me to priotize....tests and examinations are more impt...
then one part of me wanna say....crazy la...how to do things without God?
another part of me said...........rest la..........tired rite........
very tempting.....haha....but i dun wanna gif in....
wherever God wans me to go....
i'll go.....
y rebuke back to God?
u'll get it from God one day...ahaha...
rebuking's a strong word
its not nice to rebuke other people
its not nice to be rebuked too rite
this is what my mum will always say....say people say yourself....(retribution??)
anyways...i think alot of people dun understand y leaders do these...
leaders do that...
or even change their plans at the very last min...
well...it has always been in my heart that whatever that they do will be something to help us....so i dun get it y theres alot of people rebuked to their leaders....even unknowingly....i pity that leader....but i guess this is what we gotta go thru and learn...learn from mistakes...this is the BEST way to improve...
like how i learn it is like from my cooking....i've made many many mistakes....
but i improve on it....n i remembered on the day of my practical test my mam likes it....(she's a strict teacher btw)....
and a leader gotta learn...no learning...no growth....
not even leaders....members....shepherds....
do ya best to support them...
not tear them down...
im thinking....how good would it be if im dumb for one day?
stop whatever u're doing and look at everything ard u....
admire what God has done...
that'll be great isn't it....
everyone must slow down...or take short breaks...like what meihwa said...
rest....but for me...i'll add a little something...not only rest...
LOOK
whatever God has done in our lives we should be grateful...
be kingdom minded...
we'll tend to misfocus...
its ok to misfocus...cos these type of situations will happen...
but the main point is to turn to the focussed direction again...
yearn for growth....
nothing beats having the feeling of God working inside of u and knowing that watever u do God is there ter help ya..
great feeling isn't it~~=)
dunno what im talking?
pray....ask God for wisdom.....
hehe....
ciao babes~~
&i'ld stand by you}
{11:26 PM,â¥}
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