many emotions are circulating within me for the past few weeks..

emptiness..
frustration..
tinge of lonliness here and there..
joy...
fun..
anger..
weariness..

suddenly am so sick...upon reflecting at a few particular things..
why are the things appearing like this...
why is this happening..
i dunno the answer..
many whys went thru my head...too many until im so dizzy..and wanted to give up at one point..jus considering.....



hope im not stumbling anyone here but...i just wanna be honest..
happy that i've 2 and a half more months to go at my attachment!!!yay!
i realised that shift work is definitely a no-no for me....
too tiring...dries you off...spiritually...mentally and physically...
too tiring...until that i've been sick for more then a week already...
Singapore....a too fast paced country...
dunno whether would i have the energy to keep up with it...
well...lets wait and see....